The danger of surrender

It is a dangerous thing to say to God, “Here is my life. Do what You will with it.”

You invite trouble, hardship, challenges and nothing short but change that you might, or might not, be prepared for.

It takes every ounce of trust, every bit of faith you have. Because you’re giving over control and finally understanding that the life you give over was never yours in the first place.

But what you get in return is a reminder that He will not leave you alone or lonely. That He will give you comfort, if you just reach for it and more love than you can ever imagine. The world is the way it is, broken and imperfect, full of suffering and evil. But His love is perfect, His grace is real and if accepting Him means that I should expect my world and my self to constantly be torn apart, I will live with that. Just as long as He puts me back together again.

 

Worlds Apart – Jars of Clay

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
to give and die
To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
more deeply than the oceans,
more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

To love you – take my world apart
To need you – I am on my knees
To love you – take my world apart
To need you – broken on my knees

All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me
Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart

I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
and wipe away the crimson stains
"dull the nails that still remain"
More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
the battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
and wash the feet and cleanse my pride
take the selfish, take the weak,
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
the sin-soaked heart and make it yours
take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that I despise
speak the words I can’t deny
watch the world I used to love
fall to dust and thrown away

I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
so wipe away the crimson stains
"dull the nails that still remains"
so steal my heart and take the pain
take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
take my world apart

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